The bad news is... my schedule is still atrocious looking. How does this happen every single time!?!?!?
I'm still on campus from 8am til 4:20p on Monday's and from 8am til 1:55p on Wednesdays! Gah!!!! Not only that, but I found out that I can't actually take calculus II pass/fail because pass/fail doesn't really mean pass/fail. It means I-wanna-sit-in-the-class-for-the-experience-not-the-grade. I don't have the time to be sitting in classes, not getting graded, so I thought it best to alter that (plus I'd like to graduate this coming May!). So... banking on B's in the trifecta: Microbiology, Physics, and Calculus II which will destroy my beautiful 3.8 which means I'll be a failure which means I won't be able to get into graduate school (when I get around to it) which means I'm going to be poor and sleeping next to dumpsters for the remainder of my days.
My Mum visited this weekend and of course the question of graduate school comes up. I do want to complete my masters... but... honestly? I'm tired. I'm exhausted. I can't go right into another 3 years of school and work, school and work without driving myself crazy. Plus Penn State is probably my best option... and while I like to visit the town, I couldn't stand going to school there (even though they have an awesome food science building).

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