I Think I just Peed a Little

So many things to be excited foooooooooor!!!!

Wes had jury duty in Dtown this morning so he and I met up after I got done with work and before he had to report for breakfast. We went to Saxby's (I got my picture of the two paintings we have our eyes on). Unbeknownst to us, there is a extremely obnoxious woman that works there in the early morning... She lent for some pre-breakfast giggles though.

Not really sure what's going on tonight... I guess I'm making something for dinner... But I don't feel like leafing through my cookbooks at the moment. I'll make pasta if nothing better comes to mind.

Tomorrow is Wine&Tattoo night. I think I wanna save my Newport Winery wine for a more 'special' occasion so it's a good thing pay day is tomorrow. We're going to Matt's house to watch the Flyers then L.A. Ink and drink wine and beer. awesome!!!

Friday night is my birthday!!! I can't help but act like a 5 year-old and get giddy about it. I don't know why. Another reason to be spewing happiness I suppose... and it's so much easier to be happy than grumpy. I hope we end up in Philly at Mad Mex with Matt and Sam. They're such great company!

I hope too that on Saturday we get to see Sam's show. The thing about film photography that drives me crazy that I can't see what my picture looks like as soon as I take it. I know most legit photographers prefer film, and Sam is no exception. From what Matt says, she is an excellent photographer so I am wicked excited to see her gallery.

I would just like to say that I am tired of people boo-hooing. Look, I get that sometimes there are just things that people need to vent about and that's completely understandable. Hello! Take my bitching about my less-than-favorite-co-worker, Shawn. This kid drives me absolutely mad and frustrates me to no end... and I don't know why. So Gene and I bitch and moan and gripe... and then!... MOVE ON!!! I hate it when people have nothing to say but "wah, wah." It's not that difficult to be happy. People continuously miss the potential happiness at their fingertips because they're too concerned with finding happiness in events that have yet to occur. For instance:

-Am I necessarily "happy" with my current living situation? F*#% NO!
-Will I be "happier" when we are in our own place? F*#% YES!
-Does that mean I'm wasting time now not being "happy?" Absolutely not!

I don't want happiness to be something I spend my entire life striving for but never quite reaching. There are things in my life that make me happy and I focus on those. I want to be happy now. So I will be, goddamn.